
It’s 3am and I am wailing to quieten my unquiet mind
No luck for there are thoughts infinite
There’s so much to be done
so much to be achieved
so much I am doing wrong
so much which leaves me frizzy
Laundry, cooking, cleaning piling along with many other chores too
Tonight’s dinner was a fail
kids ate Chick-Fil-A take out in lieu
endless errands were run this morning
still there’s a list on the pantry roaring
among all this, especially irksome are those
many pair of unmatched socks
and sippy cups with lids lost
messes my mind keeps playing and replaying
and then asks, why do other moms seem so much better at this?
Aah it’s 5am now and I am still awake and more frazzled if that’s possible
I tell myself, I better catch an hour of sleep
or the day will feel like a long week
That’s when I hear small tiny footsteps sneaking in my room
asking, mom and dad, can we snuggle with you please
between hugs kisses and laughter, they repeatedly say
we love you so much, thank you for being this way
instantly so much uncluttered and uncovered
I see them, happy, loved, emotionally satisfied
character built up with pride
maybe there’s a lot which remains undone
but there’s something pivotal happening under the sun
We are raising two happy healthy hearts
those absolutely compensate for mind’s unquiet parts.
Photo by Josh Willink from Pexels
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Inspired by Christine’s writing challenge
This is reflective of my mind most days but I remind myself to relax about the state of the house and of life’s moments of disarray because I want my children’s memories to be of my love and presence. Thanks for sharing.
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Truly. I will take the mess any day as long as my babies grow happy and healthy, both physically and emotionally. Something, I am sure, all us moms feel 😃❤️
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I have been through this when my kids were younger Pallavi. Enjoy every moment with your lil ones. Don’t mind the never ending chores. Kids grow up so fast and then you start missing the noise and the clutter 🙂
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Very true. 😃🙏 I already miss their infanthood. Thought of sharing this as a general representation of moms of young babies. 😊
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Aww, Pallavi! Don’t beat yourself up for the dishes not done, unfolded laundry and takeaway dinners. They don’t make you a bad mom. The smiles on the faces of your kids make you the best mom! Stay focused on that. ❤️
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Thank you Punam! ❤️
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You are welcome, dear. 🤗
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Their genuine love and happiness makes every worries and tiredness worth it
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Thank you! Your are so kind.
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You are welcome
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Loving your kids and giving them time is more important than the list of things to do 🙂
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Thank you! You are kind to leave this reminder. 💕😊
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This is where I am right now. Beautifully written.
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Thank you for reading and leaving a comment! Appreciate it sincerely. 🙏
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You’re welcome!! 🥰
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Wonderfully said. I love it.
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Thank you! 🙏
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Very true..touching
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Thank you so much!
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